And so I write everything here

Life sucks.

I am fed up.

When you actually stop blowing out shit and doing all of this, talk to me. Until then, I can not handle your constant bullshit tonight.

thedogsbark asked: Hi, babe. I know you're probably not going to see this for awhile but please please please never leave me. Thinking about that freaks me out so much. I don't even know how I could handle that. I may walk out and shit. But you don't know how much I tremble inside with each movement I make. The fear of losing you grows each day. I love you more than you fucking realized. I can't ever lose you. You are what I need. I fucking NEED you. I dream about you all the time. I won't ever stop loving you.

I love you. <3

I love my girlfriend

Just pierced my balls! :D I love ittt!

I just felt like I had to get this off my chest.

If you cut, that doesnt mean youre “emo”, it means you should get some help. If youre rich, you dont have the right to act above anyone, flaunting your status to ones who arent as priviledged. If youre overweight it doesnt mean that people have the right to make fun of you, nor should you feel ashamed of yourself. If youre gay you should be able to come out without facing harm, and be proud of who you are. If you do drugs it doesnt mean you will not go anywhere in life, it is not the way but no one can judge your life, for their slate isnt clean either. If you are intelligent you shouldnt be ashamed, you should be proud of your gift. We are a species; the Human Race. We are each our own individual, leading our own lives, facing our own hardships. Not one person has the right to torment another because of who they are, what they have, and what they do no matter your view. We are a species united; our cause should not be to divide and unify into one dull existence. We must work together for to establish our own person, each and everyone of us, and help our fellow species in their journey of life.

Finally got the balls to do so. So a few days ago, i pierced my septum and have an 8g septum now! :D And then, 5minutes ago, i finished piercing my labret so thats back and at a 14g! :D Im so happy. I cant believe i was actually able to go through with them though, i say self done septum hurts over self done lip. And i didnt numb at all.